I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles~Audrey Hepburn

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Missing Grandma, 6 years later

Well it's a sad day for me. I lost my beloved Grandma 6 years ago today. She was like a mother to me. Those who read my blog know I have spoke of her before with a dedication. I just want to repeat some of my words to her on this day. I will include the link for the post I put for her because it meant so much to me to write about. She was everything to me and with time it seems to only get more painful without her. With everything in my life that happens I want to speak with her and I miss our talks and her hugs. She helped raise me with my Mom and we were so close. Soon after her passing I couldn't stop crying and felt so lost without her. I prayed that I could feel some sort of peace and the next day I found out I was pregnant with my twin boys. I think they were a gift from her to allow me to go on with my life and to lessen the loss of her a bit. But now that my boys are 5 years old and don't consume me as much as they did as babies I find myself being lost without her a lot of the time. I really miss her so much. I would do anything to see her again. I know in my heart I will someday. I love you Grandma. Te Iu Besc always..

http://shabbychicdiva4ever.blogspot.com/2009/11/te-iu-besc-grandma-i-miss-you.html

11 comments:

  1. Your Grandmother was beautiful inside & out.
    She is definitely always with you.

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  2. I'm sorry to hear about your loss.

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  3. A truly beautiful woman

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  4. Bless your heart sweetie. Your Grandmother will never leave your heart.

    hugs
    Sissie

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  5. OH, she was lovely! And she is in you every single day. Keep to the good memories and the wonderful things she taught you.

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  6. She was lovely. She was a beautiful person inside and out. She was the best Grandma I could have ever asked or hoped for. She was an amazing soul and I miss her so much. I am so blessed to have had her in my life.

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  7. I just found your site and find it amazing. I can relate to you missing your grandma. I had a great Aunt Vi who was my surrogate Grandma. She died 5 years ago & I still feel her presence. I find myself telling my students in school stories about her & I feel it keeps her alive. So keep sharing about your grandma & she'll live on!

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  8. I'm so sorry dear!
    she sounds so lovely.
    xo.

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  9. oh yes, i also mentioned you on my blog, so check in for a post on tuesday! :) have a great weekend :)

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  10. I UNDERSTAND YOU MISSING HER, SHE WAS A LOVELY LADY. I AM A TEXAS BLOGGER WITH A LIST OF THE SAME. I would like to add your name to my list and have you come and follow along.

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  11. Aaaahhhh...I lost my precious Grandma too. She was the best ever and left me with so much love, fun, wisdom and faith. She died when I as a teenager many years ago but I still miss her so much sometimes. She had a trellis with honeysuckle on it, and whenever I smell that scent I think of her and those wonderful, summer days at her house. Grammy's are SPECIAL!

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